A Bad Company Post
Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my thoughts. ~ Psalms 139:23
Spiraling
The rabbit hole that is Patrick S. Tomlinson led me to two hate-filled, misogynistic, deviant online forums. The level of depravity is beyond my comprehension and ability to explain in plain English. On the surface, these forums are the nests hosting the “criminal cyberstalkers” Patrick claims have been impersonating him for nearly a decade. PST’s defense of the cyberstalking and harassment being done in his name is that he, too, is a victim of harassment by these criminal cyberstalkers. “You aren’t the first and you won’t be the last,” he wrote to me. He is the true victim of this online hate scheme.
Spending time behind the curtain of self-proclaimed racist cyberstalker trolls has been truly underwhelming. In their attempts to be edgy and profanely free speaking, they present as severely stunted in all ways important for human development. They take pride in lying, misdirecting, and laying false tracks to manipulate narratives. Collectively, their biggest joy seems to be in demeaning Patrick S. Tomlinson across their forums. It’s abundantly clear Patrick S. Tomlinson is not liked by anyone. His cronies on the forums take hyena-ish delight in body-shaming him and rehashing all of his horribleness.
On the surface, it may seem Patrick was telling the truth about his cyberstalkers. However, in my short exposure to him and his frenemies, I can say confidently Patrick has a humiliation kink and his forum buddies are more than happy to accommodate him.
For example, Patrick is sensitive about his weight, so they call him fat, pig, oink, and variations not dissimilar to what a wild pack of third graders would do unsupervised on the playground during recess. The key difference is, third graders usually grow out of this behavior.
The Kiwis
The Kiwi Farms (KF) thread dedicated to all things Patrick S. Tomlinson has been going nonstop since January 20, 2020. At the time of this writing, it has 4,232 pages with nearly 85,000 posts consisting mostly of name calling (the same name themes, nothing new, interesting or original), body shaming and bottom-feeder gossip.
They have clearly stressed this man out.
But not enough for him to make them stop. There in lies the crux.
Patrick is clearly a known observer and participant on the sites. Most posts speak directly to him. Nearly all of them mimic his tone and manner of writing. A recent post even claimed he created the “ballwasher board” on Discord with a payment of $250. “Ballwashers” appear to be “disinformation specialists.” When something jumps off, they apparently jump in to divert attention.
I.e. Patrick sends insipid racist messages. Business owners/creatives respond publicly. Ballwashers jump in to declare how much of a misunderstanding this is. “Patrick is a good guy who would never do or say anything racist….” Blah blah blah… insert slur and threat for good measure. They all seem to get off on negative engagement. Then they work to get their victims kicked off of platforms for harassing them by mass reporting. I found one public apology from a Black Man who fell for this bs. This is the gold carrot the forums are salivating for.
Would love to know if Marvin changed his opinion….
Opie & Anthony Fandom
The Opie and Anthony site, known as ONA Reddit Forums, claims its current home is due to Patrick getting them kicked off of Reddit. I think the Reddit forum was the original forum they split up from after getting kicked out. ONA and Kiwi have something of a sibling rivalry with cracks along pedophilia and LGBTIA/Trans lines. Other than that, they are all “brothermen,” as they refer to each other, united in being as hateful and disrespectful as possible.
Some of their communication is hard to decipher and interpret as their commitment to disinformation and misdirection includes creating group specific words/terms, misspelling common words (i.e. stlaker for stalker, fat or Rick for Pat). As snarky irreverent deceivers, it’s hard to take any of their posts at face value. Until there’s an uproar, outrage, collaborative posts on both sites, or other confirmations within the thread give support.
As far as I can tell, Literary Criticism (LitCrit) is the ONA forum of threads most dedicated to all things Patrick. The earliest post seems to be around July 2, 2021. As of May 17, 2025, 9:00AM CST, the ONA public stats are:
- Members: 2,536
- Threads: 62,896
- Messages: 1,562,075
On April 25, 2025, the current hot thread on Patrick titled, “Patrick and Lynne attacking Black-owned businesses again,” was posted on LitCrit. Patrick or a member of his crew contacted my page on April 29th. They weren’t concerned about “normies” infiltrating until May 7th, when an account much larger than mine shared the messages sent to me.
This ONA thread is at 79 pages and nearly 1600 posts (as I type). On May 9th LitCrit went private in an attempt to escape scrutiny.
One trick ponies
Their feet run to evil, and they rush to shed innocent blood; their thoughts are thoughts of iniquity; desolation and destruction are in their highways. ~ Isaiah 59:7
In the same way they deal with Patrick, they think the worst word to call a black person is n-gg-r. To spread as much frustration as possible, they have dedicated members insulting people via their websites. They call it the “contact form bit,” like a one-trick pony show. They do their level best to hard type “n-gg-r” with supporting phrases to emphasize how much they really want feelings hurt and humanity questioned.
If I had this to do over again (not an invitation, folks!), instead of deleting immediately, I’d simply respond, “I know you are, but what am Im I,” with a “nan nan nan nah” tossed in to emphasize the juvenile nature of their communication.
About self-hate
But Jesus, perceiving their thoughts, said, “Why do you think evil in your hearts? ~ Matthew 9:4
The premise of racism is based on hierarchy. Any hierarchy presupposes someone is on top and someone is on the bottom, with varying degrees in between. Societal structures and institutions are created to reinforce that hierarchy. Almost immediately and across time, the people sitting at the top of the hierarchy begin to think they are a special species of Creation. They claim a superiority akin to divinity. They behave as if they are infallible, and speak as if their shortsightedness is prophecy for all.
I believe in the power of words. I believe we need to use words efficiently, effectively, and correctly. To that end, “white supremacy” is a misnomer. I’m truly irritated when anyone uses it, most especially Black People. We should be more intentional in calling things what they are rather than what they wish to be. There is absolutely nothing superior about white people. Repeating this phrase only feeds into their delusion.
That being said, I do believe humans have the ability to make their existence inferior in the world by the way we think. Our minds are our frame and host. The way we view our existence and participate in the world is a result of everything that originates in the mind. Our thoughts. Our beliefs. Our hopes and dreams. We have the power to project our reality onto the collective consciousness. That doesn’t mean others will collectively accept our projections. This is where the importance of agreement comes in.
When you get others to agree with your projections, their acceptance gives it more power. That power is dependent on the strength of these interactions. This power is external. External power is not true strength. This is why they gather in dark shadowy corners – so they can hide their weakness from themselves, each other and the world.
People who believe they are superior to other humans by virtue of chance – i.e., being born with melanin-deficient skin – do as much harm to themselves as they do to the people they oppress. They are actually practicing a very inferior thought process, essentially exhibiting an inferiority complex.
Kiwi Farms and ONA are full of inferior thinkers who hype themselves by projecting their low-mindedness onto others. On the surface, they claim they are only there to have fun at the expense of other people. They think their brand of fun should be allowed without boundaries, censorship, or repercussions, no matter the harm they cause to others. In their minds, they are only practicing free speech, which they understand to mean they can be as vile, reprehensible, and aggressively degenerate as they want, and their targets are obligated to take the abuse without comment or reaction.
They act as if they think the lowest form of life is a black person. Oddly enough, when black people aren’t present to demean, they call one another the hard -r- and soft -a-. They don’t want real-life consequences of disrespecting people to their face, so they “cosplay” online where they think they’re safe. Yet the most honest they’ve been is when they call themselves the slurs. From my upbringing, a n-gg-r is an ignorant, dirty person. KF and ONA are full of the filthiest, most ignorant individuals I’ve had the displeasure of crossing paths with in this life.
The devil doesn’t always lie, even he knows what he is.
Know yourself, know your enemy
Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my thoughts. ~ Psalms 139:23
We are not fighting a unique fight today. Our advantage, however, is knowing what white men, and those who crave white man treatment, are capable of. The forums may be as ethnically diverse as our society. None of them are trustworthy.
Whether they know it or not, they are actively practicing self-hate when they project their hatred outward. Simply stated, they hate their perversions. They hate being weak with no self-control. They don’t know how they can still be attracted to Black Women, as if anyone can truly deny the sun. They hate their envy. They can’t stand Black Men so much, they have never stopped monitoring and imitating them in all things. Most of all, they hate the fruit of their perversions, envies, and deviancies: Black people who no longer look like midnight. Black people who no longer know their ancestries, origins, languages or beliefs. Black people who see them for what they are. They created a situation where we are born into ignorance of our true selves then treat us as if we are perpetrators of their sins. As if we are the kidnappers, captors, rapists, violators, liars, mass murderers and overall usurpers.
In their simplicity, they think Black Women want what they want. They assume our motives and motivations are the same. Because they can thrive for a lifetime off one “atta boy,” they think they can truly destroy lives by tossing n-gg-r, pickaninny, octoroon, darkie and an array of slurs at people they have no actual power over. These slurs did not exist before “whiteness” violated, molested, and infiltrated Black lives and bodies. It’s the purpose of “whiteness” to demean, hate, belittle, and attempt to subjugate to appear better by contrast. The difficulty many white men (passing and wannabes) are having now is that many non-white people and women are no longer feeding their delusions.
Because of the deformity of their minds, minds they never bothered to develop because privilege is their greatest deceiver, they exist in boxes where ignorance and mediocrity are seemingly rewarded. They navigate a society that holds whiteness and money as its highest goods. They are devoid of emotional intelligence and have no awareness of their spiritual deficit.
According to them, Black Women are angry and assembling, because we are:
- Grifters looking for a payday
- Setting up for a crowd fund
- Want to be objects for their fanstasy commentary
- Money money money sex sex sex
Their inability to form actual thoughts that make sense beyond the limitations of the dysfunctional boxes they exist in, eliminates them as intellectual, emotional, moral or social threats. To them, I’m stupid because:
- Black
- Woman
It’s not even worth the energy to counter.
As my mom would say, “Well, are you stupid?” No. “Then what does it matter what they say?
They don’t matter at all, Mom.
Simple minds want simple things
For it is from within, from the human heart, that evil intentions come: sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, avarice, wickedness, deceit, debauchery, envy, slander, pride, folly. All these evil things come from within, and they defile a person.” ~ Mark 7:20-23
These opium-fueled fruit forums are popular because dark corners are the only places inferior thinkers feel they have any actual power. When they congregate along common cords of hatred they become a collection of believers in faux white power. Strength in numbers that literally depends on diversity.
They won’t admit it, but the world knows there’s nothing the white man has that wasn’t taken by force and deception from others. Therefore their survival depends on their ability to recruit members of different communities to sabotage those communities. I won’t go into a history lesson here, but all of the Civil Rights movement from the 1940-70’s were infiltrated and used the people against the people.
They want the ability to say the most obscene things with no consequences and call it humor. They want to use the n word so bad with impunity that they use it against themselves in all its variations in the safe space of their forums. That’s the gold star they’re reaching for. That’s their great American Dream. How pathetic is that? Imagine wasting a lifetime of dreams on being able to call someone a name and have others laugh. How is that worth any respect or fear? They don’t have enough self-respect to dream better for themselves. To invest enough into their thinking to see beyond the box they’re in at the top of that teetering ladder.
Those who love darkness
And this is the judgment, that the light has come into the world, and people loved darkness rather than light because their deeds were evil. For all who do evil hate the light and do not come to the light, so that their deeds may not be exposed. ~ John 3-19-20
This is grade school level prank stuff. And they seem to really be enjoying themselves. It’s important to note, no one in either forum has claimed to be the sender of any of the recent contact form slurs. They all point the finger at Pat and his cronies.
At the same time, they refer to this as a “hoax any idiot can see through.” The problem with their “hoax” is that it’s a real-world action, interaction, and reaction with consequences. What they are consuming for entertainment is actually happening in someone’s life. Some think Pat hasn’t filled out any of the contact forms. Others think he completes all of them. This is the essence of their ballwasher strategy – plant doubt and confusion, make the uppity n-gg-rs apologize for the sin of excelling in the cesspit they created.
I don’t doubt Patrick S. Tomlinson is the catalyst, the root and the perpetrator of all of this nonsense. ONA outed him on April 25th and again when they shut down the Literary Criticism forum on the site to protect him.
The circling of the wagon makes me take issue with Patrick and all self-proclaimed “brothermen.” I have an issue with all internet service providers that allow hateful filth in the public sphere.
Listen, we have our work to do as human beings in interconnected communities, co-exisitng on an intergalactic rock. Ask yourself: What type of Earth do we want to live on? What type of Earthlings do we want to be?
Do we want to continue to allow the Patrick Sean Tomlinsons of the world, to terrorize random people for a laugh or the slightest sensation of feeling in their decayed bodies?
Or do we want to be the type of human beings that say:
- This is unacceptable filth right here.
- You are wrong.
- Do better. Be better.
- This is not how you speak to human beings.
- This is not how you treat people.
- This is just not how we want to be represented as humans.
At what point do you do something? At what point are you done with the Patricks of the world? I’ve had enough of these Billy Bob wannabes who think their ignorance is the epitome of intelligence on Earth. Those who are so confident in their lack of knowledge and understanding they are actively forfeiting any spiritual fruit.
I say, no. No more. No further.
You can say no, too. You can put a stop to the ignoramuses in your orbit. Know that the ones contacting and attempting to engage with you, are intent on infecting you with their venom. You don’t have to accept or digest their poison. Be vigilant. Be proactive. Protect your peace, your mind, your body, and your spirit.
A primer on Black Women
“O daughter, you are blessed by the Most High God above all other women on earth, and blessed be the Lord God, who created the heavens and the earth, who has guided you to cut off the head of the leader of our enemies. Your hope will never depart from the hearts of those who remember the power of God.” ~ Judith 13:18-19
- Like most women, we’re fine letting you think we are who you think we are
- That doesn’t mean you get to treat us how you want to treat us
- No one is exempt from being told exactly who they are to us
- We pride ourselves on giving folks what they ask for
In short, the best way to figure out what we want in an interaction we did not instigate is to ask yourself how did you approach us? In Patrick’s case, he came sideways. I knew of someone who enjoys returning his energy. What I want from this situation is to make sure Patrick and his cronies walk away with a better, more respectful approach for women he seeks to engage with online. It’s been two weeks and he certainly hasn’t learned yet. Lucky for him, other women are doing what they can to get the lesson to stick.
To Patrick and his brothermen:
Rest assured, you/your ancestors may have diluted our melanin, but you will never dilute our Blackness. What makes us Black is rooted deep in the Earth, flowing across oceans and airstreams alike. We are the sun, moon and stars. Indeed, we are the canopy of the universe. To think you can dominate or eliminate the Blackness that cradles the universe actually makes me laugh.
Silly rabbits.
Harvest Life 
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