Today was a horrible day. Today I was reminded of how little I control I have in my day to day life. It was a small thing that knocked me off kilter. So small in fact that any other day it wouldn’t have been noticed, but today it suffocated me and diminished me in ways I won’t even think about tomorrow.
That one little thing had me thinking about the totality of my life and everything that is out of my control. At one point during the day I was able to remind myself that Jesus gave me power and authority to trample demons. Yet even with such an awesome capability, God has not yielded control of my days or my purpose. He has not relinquished ownership of my being. My life is not my own. Maybe, I needed to be reminded of that.